by Z13 Wed May 23, 2018 5:19 pm
there is nothing left of the mystification i once experienced by, and at the thought of, women. it's something i must have grown out of, and the fact that my standards for people rose as quickly as my close relations to them declined, i got 'cut off' from being able to suffer that precious loss of companionship. a 'broken heart' is something i'm unable to experience.
why am i explaining this? so that i can provide an excuse for simply not being interested in your metaphors. there is no depth to any of this, or to anyone, in such a way that would evoke in me either a feeling of awe or contempt. everything is too simple, too 'human, all too human,' to warrant such irreverence or depth of feeling in me.
dark feminine, bright goddess, dark goddess, bright feminine. sounds great. now, does she have an IQ higher than a houseplant and is she fuckable? that's what i'm interested in. she can be whatever she wants... wonder woman, aphrodite, poison ivy, athena, medusa, whatever. duddn't matter, because even they would eventually become tedious and boring to me.
the unfortunate truth is that
i ain't got no heart, jakob.